It’s late in the night and I’m tired from a hard day’s work, bloodshot eyes, and a mind in doubt.
Now I apply Gandhi’s mantra and to some extent I see clearly what’s wrong, and thus I decide to write about it, not in my journal, but on my blog, hoping for some empathy, although at this moment I do not know what to write, I’m just making this sentence way too long!!
This might look funny but I’m going to tell you both sides of the coin, related to my doubts, or maybe they’re someone else’s doubts too, if they too think that life is about making decisions that you can live with, rather than those that leave you with guilt after a high. (Shit! Long sentence!!)
Side A: I’m pretty good at programming and people appreciate my work
Side B: I don’t want to do it anymore, I love Art!
Side A: I want to make money fast but honestly
Side B: I have an honest, fast-paced job with less money
Side A: I want to be cool
Side B: People say I’m intelligent
Side A: I think too much about other people’s opinion
Side B: Yet, I do things my way and then think more about others
Side A: This post looks cool to me
Side B: It’s totally about me :p
I ask my bloggy friends to read this, maybe you face doubts like these in your lives, if you do, I’d like to know.
But you know, the answer to all these is pretty straight forward. Just sleep over them and whatever you ever do at any time in life, just be honest and do your best.
(I had to write it out to find the answer :))